Today’s my birthday.
I wish I could say I was very very very excited to be alive another year,
But quite honestly, this is the first year that ‘I was truly not’ had crossed my mind. I ended up quite terrified of the future.
I was actually dreading everything for weeks and some days I’ve even cried. I sometimes didn’t sleep well that often these days, I’m trying to improve my habits away from staying up doomscrolling & tossing and turning.
Art related stuff:
— I got into poetry around 2023 and started writing my own, I’ve made around 40 by now.
It’s a mixture of topics such as romance, conflicting feelings, work, abuse, and suicidal ideation. I don’t know if all of these poems will see the light of day, but they do exist. Maybe some of them will come up, someday. I started writing them a lot more this year as I kind of reflect on literally everything. It was cheaper than therapy after all.
— About my comics, I’m genuinely sorry about the extended hiatus on both of them. It was definitely a case of having too much on my plate that they weren’t my main focus this year. I’ll be cracking down a proper consistent schedule for both comics. I’m always grateful to patient patrons. Continuation will begin again in October for sure.
— I’ll be cracking down on commissions to one slot at a time and less frequent vending appearances as to help focus on comics as well.
— Collabs will be rare unless they’re contract obligated and paid (such as my consistent work on “Sue ‘n Clark” by EugeneDoesArt).
Today’s mostly dedicated to watching some films at Short Short Fest Today and meet up with some Newgrounds Folk in person. It is expected to be a merch swap event, i’ll be giving away Private Thirst Stickers, FNF Posters, & PPF X DBZ (Nono x Yamcha) Crossover Posters. (**Tipping in person optional**)
