I’m honestly just posting this to be vulnerable & reflect on how far I’ve come when it comes to being an animator,

In my own head— I feel… kind of like a fake honestly, & that I’m only pretending to know what I’m doing.

I’m not downplaying how much my team is making progress for me, but I just feel so much guilt for not being strong & disciplined enough.

It doesn’t help that:

Being a retail & food service worker at the same time during the holidays, you offer your soul to serve others in order to make a dime— it’s no wonder I feel like Charlie Brown in his Christmas short.

Nevertheless, I want to finish something this Christmas season, so I’m holding myself responsible.

Shoutout to @M1roArt for always being my biggest cheerleader & @Ash1car for leaving an encouraging comment on my bluesky just of me complaining.

been trying to stay festive and sane.